I am a person who follows her heart and I have never been a person to live based on others opinions. They are important but ultimately it’s my life and I have to live it and make myself happy, not others. I have been denying myself happiness by not following my heart and only using my head. I know that there is much deeper and even subconscious reasoning for their opinions they can’t even say. All of the thoughts and opinions got all jumbled up and I don’t even know which ones were originally mine. Well no more of that. I will continue to Entertain the opinions of people whom I love but I can’t let it interfere to the point where I do what they want an not what my heart is telling me. If I do something you think is a mistake, ok maybe it could be but I have to live with that and if I think it’s worth the risk then just be happy that I am happy.
It’s October 2011. Oh my I can’t believe it’s already October. When I want time to hurry up it feels like forever but when I look back I can’t believe it’s already gone. I am so thankful that the truth was revealed to me somewhere along the line and I serve the most wonderful, loving and Faithful God. I worry and cry and stress and yet every time just as I think I’m about at the end of my rope he answers my prayer. My time always seems like “now”. I think I know when is best but I don’t. I thought that I knew when I should get a job and graduate and be married and all of that other not fun stuff but God knew that for the summer I needed to kick back, finish school, have fun, meet new people, be independent and have faith that he would take care of me. And just as I was about to hit the panic button on my bank account I got a job. I can’t believe that in the past 6 months I have moved across the country (again), graduated College, turned 24 and got a full time job. I have everything in life that people dream of, it seems almost too easy sometimes. I don’t know why me or my family is so blessed. I just know that God gave us everything we have and I can take no credit for the amazing things he has done in my life. My time here is so limited and I can’t even imagine where I will be come next October. #blessedbeyondbelief
September 10, 2011
To All:
I want to thank all of you for your efforts and dedication to Human Rights and Human Kindness, in the past year I have experienced such emotion, joy, sadness and never ending faith. It is because of all of you that I am alive today, as I look at my sister…
The Weekend | DOPE Couture Grand Opening & Art Exhibit
Over the past weekend we had quite a list of events to attend. We started the weekend off with the DOPE Couture opening on fairfax. After which we stumbled upon a wonderful art exhibit across the street.
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I had a great 24th Birthday, I love my roommates and my best friends.
