One thing I am glad that never was existent in my relationships was playing games. I don’t ever recall a time where someone was really playing games with me and I try to be aware of what I am doing so that I don’t end up doing it either. So I don’t like when someone thinks that is what I am doing. I realize though, that despite what my intentions are I could still be hurting someone. I don’t want to play games, I don’t lie and I certainly don’t want to hurt someone I love but maybe I want to have my cake and eat it too? I don’t know, Im confused. Im not sure why I feel like I have to make more decisions after I thought I already made up my mind.
